Thursday, May 11, 2006

disappointed.

as you can tell from the title of this post, i'm feeling rather down now. the time on my click reads almost 9pm.... i'm supposed to be finishing the show with her right now. but, something happened and we didn't go out at all. hai. i'm rather disappointed ba. i think its a sure thing to be feel this way. well i'm trying hard now not to think about it, rather thinking about what to do on vesak day tml.

should be attempting to finish the compre passage i'm supposed to do 2 weeks ago. haha. must do tml otherwise the GP lesson in the night might go to waste. need to read up my ideal gases too. physics tuition in the afternoon. haha. going to see chong jin again. i can't believe i scored pretty well for the phy lecture test. didn't expect it when i say my marks. i figured i would just pass lo. well, i guess that's some good news right. i don't know ba, still feel quite numb inside me. maybe i'm just too emotional for something so small. i guess that leaves my morning to finish my homework.

i'm going to skip mrs tay mass tutorial on saturday. it clashed with my training. as i said before, studies now come seconday. my training is primary. too bad for me? haha. i hope training will then be productive if i'm going to miss lessons.

i'm finally going to take my napfa next week. mr loo is such a nice man. can reason with him, not like the other PE teachers. anyway, i think i can make my 2.4 hit 9.15 or lesser. my stamina and speed haven't dropped much, so its possible. the only 2 i fret is my stading broad jump and shuttle run. i just don't have the explosive power in my legs. i wish i could be better in both items. so for PE today, i went to do strength training programme by mr lee. its quite tough, having to do max weight for 4 sets of 2 reps then exploding for 60 strokes on the kayakpro and ergo machine. in the afternoon then, when i was supposed to rush home, i went to the gym and worked out abit. did on my chest, shoulders, trapz. after that, me and jun xiong was walking to the interchange, when i found out she came to school in the afternoon and was still there. i guess we don't have the fate to meet. its probably a sign that she and i will not exist together.

D&D 2006 is probably going to be boring. but still, i would want to go, cause i want to experience what's prom. i haven't gone for any of these events at all. even if it means paying $110 and spending another 200 bucks on clothes and other stuff. wished that dragonboat people would have enough to form a table.

well, i don't know what to do now. probably just do a few readings and watch LOST, which i've been missing for the past 3 weeks. yeah.

would someone fall for me, boring and unattractive? i think not.

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