missed me?!
haha. i haven't been blogging for quite some time already. its been, like almost 10 days since my last post? yep, its been that long. well, everyone's the same during the examination period. i mean, who has the extra time to go online and blog about their dreadful papers for that day. any extra time would have been used more productively in studying and revising for the mid-years.
hmm. i'm jsut going to summarise what has happened for the last 10 days. last week, after national schools, i have been going to school to study with a usual group of people, and i have come to realised that they might be my future study group till the A levels. haha. they consist of all dragonboaters, with fuquan, jian hao, and jun xiong girlfriends. haha. i always laugh at how those couples study together and poke fun of each other. however, there are times, in midst of those senseless laughter and nonsensical jokes, when i just stopped laughing and think about how it would have been possible between me and her. like the rest of the couples, me and her studying together too. man, i think i have been thinking too much. i have gotta stop thinking all these thoughts. kind of dentrimental to my own mind.
but that is not to say, that i won't think about it too. being over concern is a big NO NO, but just at times, i think about it, and hey, who knows things might brighten up for me. zhen you and gang said that its possible she will change her mind, but i somehow got the feeling she won't, as she's got quite strong character and will always standby her decision. though she does not seem to be on the surface, but i do think she has the personality. =)
okays, back to this week, exam exams and bad papers. not enough sleep, and constant worrying about my grades and the dragonboat festival this weekend. its tough to divide our attention to both major events, and i can foresee that we won't do well in both. for my grades, i'd be happy if i got back a C for all topics. and if we managed to enter the semi finals for both events in dragonboat festival. tough competitors, unprepared NYdragonboaters. haha. wish me luck. we need it.
erm, i can't help it but to say this feeling of waiting kinda sucks actually. but i'm willing! haha. willing to undertake the long waits, rejections, and even the cold shoulder if it happens during this period of time. i just hope that she could at least, like give me some assurances or anything that would just lighten up my day or the week. haha. yeah. the power of your emotions.
by the way, you all need to check out foreign policy. its www.foreignpolicy.com seriously, after reading those "think-agains" and other topics and opinions, you will feel like a kid growing up in world whose ugly face you could have never seen, or finally saw the bright light in dark situations or media-defined evils. yep. its time to grow up.
hmm. i'm jsut going to summarise what has happened for the last 10 days. last week, after national schools, i have been going to school to study with a usual group of people, and i have come to realised that they might be my future study group till the A levels. haha. they consist of all dragonboaters, with fuquan, jian hao, and jun xiong girlfriends. haha. i always laugh at how those couples study together and poke fun of each other. however, there are times, in midst of those senseless laughter and nonsensical jokes, when i just stopped laughing and think about how it would have been possible between me and her. like the rest of the couples, me and her studying together too. man, i think i have been thinking too much. i have gotta stop thinking all these thoughts. kind of dentrimental to my own mind.
but that is not to say, that i won't think about it too. being over concern is a big NO NO, but just at times, i think about it, and hey, who knows things might brighten up for me. zhen you and gang said that its possible she will change her mind, but i somehow got the feeling she won't, as she's got quite strong character and will always standby her decision. though she does not seem to be on the surface, but i do think she has the personality. =)
okays, back to this week, exam exams and bad papers. not enough sleep, and constant worrying about my grades and the dragonboat festival this weekend. its tough to divide our attention to both major events, and i can foresee that we won't do well in both. for my grades, i'd be happy if i got back a C for all topics. and if we managed to enter the semi finals for both events in dragonboat festival. tough competitors, unprepared NYdragonboaters. haha. wish me luck. we need it.
erm, i can't help it but to say this feeling of waiting kinda sucks actually. but i'm willing! haha. willing to undertake the long waits, rejections, and even the cold shoulder if it happens during this period of time. i just hope that she could at least, like give me some assurances or anything that would just lighten up my day or the week. haha. yeah. the power of your emotions.
by the way, you all need to check out foreign policy. its www.foreignpolicy.com seriously, after reading those "think-agains" and other topics and opinions, you will feel like a kid growing up in world whose ugly face you could have never seen, or finally saw the bright light in dark situations or media-defined evils. yep. its time to grow up.
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