breaking down of a man.

when the emotional levels reach a certain stage, they just take over the entire person.

no matter how hard you try to resist.

no matter what you tell yourself.

i almost cried before the second half of rowing today. but i held it back.

but, i cried at home.

i sat down.

a tear rolled down.

eyes getting watery.

and i broke down in tears.

i cried.

because i've suddenly lost faith.