again.

i've been brought to the heavens, and slammed back down to earth. tha's how i feel right now.

i guess, that probably's the last time i'm asking her out. i don't think i could take another blow the next time. if it happens again....

college day was just boring. awards just being given out. and none is mine. i guess being in a sport that requires everyone of us to do the same thing, means not having a chance to get on stage. even dance people can get awards. what the hell.

training tml is going to hiong. probably doing 500m race sets the whole 2 hours. hope my form can be maintained.

numbed.