its 37 days left

i thought about it today. and i sort out figured out something. i was feeling so down, because i have been too consistent in making contacting her.. too often. it became too much of a habit for both of us, well, at least for me..

well i figured out that, we thought we drift away fast if we didn't contact each other often, that isn't much of a truth anyway. its just because we got too used to making contact, so when it doesn't happen for a day, it feels like a lifetime that we didn't call or talk at all, while in fact, we both are still the same kind of person we are. nothing changed. we still are the very person we knew each other were.

i do hope she had figured out this too.. and begin to realise, that my trust in her is what others can't give, and i hope she do the same to me too... =)

no matter what, i, xuan sheng, still have a long path ahead of me. i will continue to walk my path, alone or in another person's arms, the path will still be walked.