almost half of my dragonboat teammates have gone into the army, serving their duty. all of them, all my teammates are excellent people, and i am sure they would come out great among other low-life soldiers in their platoon or company. hope they make it to company's best or at least platoon's best.

well, back from tania and kim's birthday "bash". good food, especially the shepard's pie. yum. but actually, its not really a bash, sort of a gathering. her classmates, ex-classmates from dunman high, cousins, and the other friends like me. played indian poker, "ta" a few drinks i did. but it was nice to help out clearing the mess. me and tania, good friends. just like that, nothing more. she loves kelvin deeply, i think, after she talked to me about it. i don't have anything towards her, and i definitely don't want to court her. no. i'm not a bad guy, to steal tania (if i could even) from kelvin, now kelvin just went into the army.

krabi krabi krabi! going soon. 21st janurary to the 24th. spending this short trip with evonne only, maybe something might happen then? haha. but my main motive to go for this short trip, is just really enjoy sun, dive and take a step back from the urban environment i have lived with for the past year, and of course, the ever heartless concrete jungle.

i just watched borat. its a show to really think about, not just a comedy on its own. think deeper if you can. and you'll realise something, so horrid about people. i need to ask mr tong. haha. still ever so dependent on him.

anyway, i seriously feel i'm floating around now. no focus in what i do. NUm? its not an objective. nor a focus. just nothing in life to look forward too. oh well. i just have to keep looking.