Wednesday, January 10, 2007

my lower back jaw is now in stiches. blood still slowly oozing out. 5 gauzes drenched in blood.

no, i wasn't in an accident. the extraction of my first wisdom tooth isn't an accident. it happened because my body told it to. so it came out, and my dentist had to extract it.

the experience, ha, so unforgettable. i was damn tensed up in the seat. i clutched the arm rest so tightly, my legs straighted and locked, preparing myself for the injection.

after that, he did it. my dentist pulled it out, stiched up the hole. and here i am, unable to talk much nor eat any hard food. it doesn't hurt that bad as i though it would so far, but maybe it might be a different case tomorrow morning when i wake up. i guess i have to depend on those painkillers!

and i don't know how to approach tania now. do i like her? not really. its just that no other girls that i know comes so close physically to me as a friend, and i might mistake it as a hint for she to like me. but hell, i hardly feel so. on the other hand, i'm trying to forget shiwei, and during the process, i might end up liking tania casue she's my "buffer". not that i'm using her. just so happen its like that. but hey, prinya says we look good together, and errol's been a real support. so why not? then comes the voice at the back of my head, "it can't be. you two don't belong to each other. she's too wild and too open. no security." i nod my head in agreement, and shake those thoughts out of my head.

here comes the pain. ouch. the wound hurts. i can feel the stiches. the thread hurting my gums. but hey, i'm not grumpy. not because of the pain then i become grumpy. i'm still nicey! haha.

=) i believe in karma. absolute belief. i was born again to be nice to people because i was bad to others in my previous life. so yeah, or i might be paying back my dad's debt. heaven knows.

okay. a bottle of jack daniel's for tania's and kim's birthday bash. good enough for a gift? i don't think its cheapo gift leh. not bad.. but i am thinking of a nicer gift. just don't know what to get.

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