i don't think i'm the kind of person who gives up easily after a failure. no matter the scale, i think that i will always try to overcome, to push for the success, hoping to see the light.

think i won't give up. i will continue for her after the A's. but can't let her know yet, or rather, shouldn't tell her that i'm not giving up. she needs all the time to study for her 2 subjects. compared to a person who has 4, me.

the stupid haze. how am i supposed to run outdoors in that kind of smoke. will probably suffer from smoke inhalation right after i complete 15km on the run route. hope the wind blows it back to them. let them die.